Tuesday

Note1...

So, finally I knew it all..I just wanna run away...pleaseeeeee!!!
I can't bear being in this situation. but i know I'll heal, I'm just letting the days pass....so it gets better after the 2nd and 3rd day. Today's the fourth...breathe in, breathe out..i'll definitely be fine.
Gotta catch a class now. Thank God theres only one class today.
Oh and by the way, I am currently not on facebook so if you tried 'friend finder' option ten times with my name, you are erm..just don't do it okay, im just not there..hahax.

Sunday

Whatever I Feel! ~duh-uh~ *gLee*

I've got a lot on my mind and in my heart..but I never wanna say or write them out. I find it revealing myself much and I had always been a secretive persona. When it comes to talking about myself, it's just some random stuffs that I do. Examples would be, strumming my guitar day and night, singing my voice out loud which ensure my lost of voice for the next whole day, playing i-don't-know-anything-that-i-pick-along-the-road, and yes of course, absorbing myself into work. Well, I love dancing too. It makes me feel light. *smile* --a moment here--remembering, how i tripped and fell (but hey, truthfully, i was flawless being just a Salsa beginner) *grin*

Every word that I say actually has a deeper meaning to it with multiples way of interpretation but hey, don't start experimenting on every of my word now, that would be an insanity streak! *giggle...giggle..giggle* and yep, I do love chocolate ice cream very very very infinity much! [there goes Mr.Granma-tical who tend to remind me of my absolutely smooth spelling for the past approximately 185 words] *grin again* and I am so believing the fact that there is no way you can ever understand the idea of chocolate ice cream being stuck here]. xOXo

I tend to close my windows to the sun but opens it to the rain. Don't think so much about why I tend to do so. Imma tell you the reason(s) for this though.... *flashing on my cute smile--i-know-i-know* Simply because, I do not like the UV rays reflecting through the windows, bringing in the heat, creating enormous prisms where rainbows just don't appear. *gLee moment* oh and the rain, just wash away the heat and brings me the me I need.

Imma tell you this from the start, that you can never  read my mind, or understand me as well as I do understand myself. But then again, sometimes, even I don't understand myself. Maybe i had been abducted  by a handsome alien (no doubt!) and this alien blessed me with a complex yet simple looking mind causing me to be in tangling positions and oh my goodness!yes! not to forget he probably  installed cameras in my head so he can actually watch and control my mind. The concept installed is of the manual car's gear.
Gear 1-iw87168`kja71 (alien code)
Gear 2-hqihq71872098'l (his code again)
Gear 3-indulge in hindi emotional songs. (my request during the abduction)
Gear 4-9182ywyuqh1889 (his absolutely stupidest code of all codes)
Gear 5-explode!explode! (in case alien's angry with me)

mwuaahaahaax
~cheers~
till i blog again!!