Guess what I've just discovered. :D *gLee moment*
Ok..ok..I found out about Adsense or yah something like that in the setting option. So I clicked on it and it said that we can easily make money by allowing Google to place their ad below our blog posts. Well, all they needed is my address so they could post my money to me based on the amount of those who click on the ad under my blog. Do you think this is true? I doubt it. Seems easy for Google and for me. Well, I don't mind as long as I'm not the one who puts in any single cent. Let's see if this is true. [but my blog, at the moment, is private and i can't be the one clicking on the ad, that's what the policy said and it's madness to sit in front of my lappy just to --click-on-ads- hahaha
But anyways, anybody who reads up my blog, my friends of course, please do click on the ads, i'll let ya know if it works out well. Then we all could click on each others ads everyday :D
Tuesday
The Way I Like It with NO BOUNDARIES - Adam Lambert/Kris Allen :))
No Boundaries-Adam Lambert/Kris Allen
Hit the notes on Piano :D
---There's slight changes in the lyrics...in my own preferences :D with purposes---
ooooo.....
Seconds, Hours, So Many Days,
I Know What I Want,
But How Long Can I Wait...
Every Moment Lasts Forever
I think I've Lost My Way [Then I Feel that I've Lost My Way]
and What If The Chances Were Already Gone
I Started Believing That I Could Be Wro..ng,
But You Gave Me One Good Reason,
To Fight and Never Get Away...
~So Here I Am Still Holding On~ <and i love it till here...I'd really love to see how it'd be if I mash it up with Try-Asher Book
Expressionless :D
Judging me has always been done in the wrong ways. Assumptions were believed and brought into reality to match the situation. Me not appreciating those around me and for what they've sacrificed and done for me is absolute madness. I'm not cruella. And i definitely do have the sense of appreciation. It's just that I don't express it the way others could fully express 'em. I hardly do express myself. I hardly do get surprised in seeing a good friend of mine in public. But i do pretend to celebrate it if it doesn't seem to be celebrated enough. ;)
Is there something wrong in being expressionless? Yeah, maybe, for those who knew me for their very first time but my close friends could probably figure me out since we've been friends for years. But they too tend to forget it after sometime. What about my parents. I grew up and it has been 20 years that I am with them. I obeyed every single thing they told me too, but yet... *sigh*
Whatever it is, I am stubborn, and I prefer being accepted the way I am. I am definitely not perfect but i tried making myself a better persona and I am always trying. I did change a little, I became a little harder for people. Excuse me if i socialize 45% in a day or sometimes 0%. I love walking alone, feel the breeze on my face with soft musics humming in my ears. It doesn't mean I am arrogant or stuck-up. I just love having time for myself. But the world around me judges and they never let you out of sight of these situations. All I've got to do is, be a stronger person.
I am strong. My heart broke a couple of times. It has trusted too many people and each one of 'em carried their armor along. I forgot my shield and stabbing them in return is definitely not my thing. Every single time that my heart shattered, i took my own time, collecting the pieces and attaching 'em all back again. With lessons as glue and that is what that made me a strong persona. :)
I am happy and contented. All I want is for those around me to understand me better.
Is there something wrong in being expressionless? Yeah, maybe, for those who knew me for their very first time but my close friends could probably figure me out since we've been friends for years. But they too tend to forget it after sometime. What about my parents. I grew up and it has been 20 years that I am with them. I obeyed every single thing they told me too, but yet... *sigh*
Whatever it is, I am stubborn, and I prefer being accepted the way I am. I am definitely not perfect but i tried making myself a better persona and I am always trying. I did change a little, I became a little harder for people. Excuse me if i socialize 45% in a day or sometimes 0%. I love walking alone, feel the breeze on my face with soft musics humming in my ears. It doesn't mean I am arrogant or stuck-up. I just love having time for myself. But the world around me judges and they never let you out of sight of these situations. All I've got to do is, be a stronger person.
I am strong. My heart broke a couple of times. It has trusted too many people and each one of 'em carried their armor along. I forgot my shield and stabbing them in return is definitely not my thing. Every single time that my heart shattered, i took my own time, collecting the pieces and attaching 'em all back again. With lessons as glue and that is what that made me a strong persona. :)
I am happy and contented. All I want is for those around me to understand me better.
My 2nd Cover
Finally, my headache has gone down! Feels good. I hope today is a much better day :)
I forgot to actually write down bout how excited I was with my second cover. It has nothing much to see but you can actually listen to it. Well, of course, I didn't have the right tools, but my brother's MP3 worked just fine for me. He was kind enough to lend his precious music tool to me. Thanx to him and may Lord bless him always :)
I posted the cover on YouTube. Just for a start, I thought I should learn how to handle the website, so it'd be better for my next cover :D [Wheeee~ I am soo excited :D but let's keep it cool]. Here's my link : http://youtu.be/bjTW7n2T9M8 . Well, it's really something simple, and just for fun sake. :))
I forgot to actually write down bout how excited I was with my second cover. It has nothing much to see but you can actually listen to it. Well, of course, I didn't have the right tools, but my brother's MP3 worked just fine for me. He was kind enough to lend his precious music tool to me. Thanx to him and may Lord bless him always :)
I posted the cover on YouTube. Just for a start, I thought I should learn how to handle the website, so it'd be better for my next cover :D [Wheeee~ I am soo excited :D but let's keep it cool]. Here's my link : http://youtu.be/bjTW7n2T9M8 . Well, it's really something simple, and just for fun sake. :))
Monday
Ouh-my-head-hurts
I don't know what's the cause of this sudden headache i am currently having. I guess my mind screamed out too loud to me this time. I've got loads of things, memories, popping out of nowhere, and it just don't appear one at a time. No, it is within seconds, I can hardly breathe and thought of one memory completely and ta-da another one comes in, and another one, and another one, till I have too many in me head..swimming around. What is it? Why it happens? How do I stop it.
Sometimes, I just wish my good friend, one I had never took me personally. After all, I was just being your good friend as a return. I recalled and checked for what I was blamed for, I accept it all but it never looked the way you seemed to look at it.
Well, i guess things just wants to happen. I guess I am just having a headache. Sleep will be good. A dinner and a good night sleep. That's what I am going to do.
Sometimes, I just wish my good friend, one I had never took me personally. After all, I was just being your good friend as a return. I recalled and checked for what I was blamed for, I accept it all but it never looked the way you seemed to look at it.
Well, i guess things just wants to happen. I guess I am just having a headache. Sleep will be good. A dinner and a good night sleep. That's what I am going to do.
Tuesday
Note1...
So, finally I knew it all..I just wanna run away...pleaseeeeee!!!
I can't bear being in this situation. but i know I'll heal, I'm just letting the days pass....so it gets better after the 2nd and 3rd day. Today's the fourth...breathe in, breathe out..i'll definitely be fine.
Gotta catch a class now. Thank God theres only one class today.
Oh and by the way, I am currently not on facebook so if you tried 'friend finder' option ten times with my name, you are erm..just don't do it okay, im just not there..hahax.
I can't bear being in this situation. but i know I'll heal, I'm just letting the days pass....so it gets better after the 2nd and 3rd day. Today's the fourth...breathe in, breathe out..i'll definitely be fine.
Gotta catch a class now. Thank God theres only one class today.
Oh and by the way, I am currently not on facebook so if you tried 'friend finder' option ten times with my name, you are erm..just don't do it okay, im just not there..hahax.
Sunday
Whatever I Feel! ~duh-uh~ *gLee*
I've got a lot on my mind and in my heart..but I never wanna say or write them out. I find it revealing myself much and I had always been a secretive persona. When it comes to talking about myself, it's just some random stuffs that I do. Examples would be, strumming my guitar day and night, singing my voice out loud which ensure my lost of voice for the next whole day, playing i-don't-know-anything-that-i-pick-along-the-road, and yes of course, absorbing myself into work. Well, I love dancing too. It makes me feel light. *smile* --a moment here--remembering, how i tripped and fell (but hey, truthfully, i was flawless being just a Salsa beginner) *grin*
Every word that I say actually has a deeper meaning to it with multiples way of interpretation but hey, don't start experimenting on every of my word now, that would be an insanity streak! *giggle...giggle..giggle* and yep, I do love chocolate ice cream very very very infinity much! [there goes Mr.Granma-tical who tend to remind me of my absolutely smooth spelling for the past approximately 185 words] *grin again* and I am so believing the fact that there is no way you can ever understand the idea of chocolate ice cream being stuck here]. xOXo
I tend to close my windows to the sun but opens it to the rain. Don't think so much about why I tend to do so. Imma tell you the reason(s) for this though.... *flashing on my cute smile--i-know-i-know* Simply because, I do not like the UV rays reflecting through the windows, bringing in the heat, creating enormous prisms where rainbows just don't appear. *gLee moment* oh and the rain, just wash away the heat and brings me the me I need.
Imma tell you this from the start, that you can never read my mind, or understand me as well as I do understand myself. But then again, sometimes, even I don't understand myself. Maybe i had been abducted by a handsome alien (no doubt!) and this alien blessed me with a complex yet simple looking mind causing me to be in tangling positions and oh my goodness!yes! not to forget he probably installed cameras in my head so he can actually watch and control my mind. The concept installed is of the manual car's gear.
Gear 1-iw87168`kja71 (alien code)
Gear 2-hqihq71872098'l (his code again)
Gear 3-indulge in hindi emotional songs. (my request during the abduction)
Gear 4-9182ywyuqh1889 (his absolutely stupidest code of all codes)
Gear 5-explode!explode! (in case alien's angry with me)
mwuaahaahaax
~cheers~
till i blog again!!
Every word that I say actually has a deeper meaning to it with multiples way of interpretation but hey, don't start experimenting on every of my word now, that would be an insanity streak! *giggle...giggle..giggle* and yep, I do love chocolate ice cream very very very infinity much! [there goes Mr.Granma-tical who tend to remind me of my absolutely smooth spelling for the past approximately 185 words] *grin again* and I am so believing the fact that there is no way you can ever understand the idea of chocolate ice cream being stuck here]. xOXo
I tend to close my windows to the sun but opens it to the rain. Don't think so much about why I tend to do so. Imma tell you the reason(s) for this though.... *flashing on my cute smile--i-know-i-know* Simply because, I do not like the UV rays reflecting through the windows, bringing in the heat, creating enormous prisms where rainbows just don't appear. *gLee moment* oh and the rain, just wash away the heat and brings me the me I need.
Imma tell you this from the start, that you can never read my mind, or understand me as well as I do understand myself. But then again, sometimes, even I don't understand myself. Maybe i had been abducted by a handsome alien (no doubt!) and this alien blessed me with a complex yet simple looking mind causing me to be in tangling positions and oh my goodness!yes! not to forget he probably installed cameras in my head so he can actually watch and control my mind. The concept installed is of the manual car's gear.
Gear 1-iw87168`kja71 (alien code)
Gear 2-hqihq71872098'l (his code again)
Gear 3-indulge in hindi emotional songs. (my request during the abduction)
Gear 4-9182ywyuqh1889 (his absolutely stupidest code of all codes)
Gear 5-explode!explode! (in case alien's angry with me)
mwuaahaahaax
~cheers~
till i blog again!!
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